painful arguement

Everytime she experience pain, as in literal pain that is... she has this heart deffect and I am revealing it right now to you without her permission... sorry jix. Anyway i won't ellaborate on that, but she tells me whenever it hurts and every single moment it does... same conversation happens, more or less same discussion.

And this one is not an exception... it's a discussion through yahoo messenger.

jica : help!!! masakit na naman heart ko...
me: kaw tlga
me: sus... naku!
jice: not my fault
jica: hahayz

i can't help but argue... and she can't help but to make lame excuses...

me: not your fault?
me: di ka pumupunta sa doktor para magpacheck-up
me: kc busy ka or for whatever reason you can grasp on
me: di mo din sinasabi sa mommy at daddy mo that you are in pain
jica: my mom and dad knows noh
me: di ka umiinom ng medications mo sometimes
jica: nagrereklamo na nga ako ngayon eh
me: *sticked-out-tongue emoticon*
me : sure?
jica: but august pa ako mag papacheck-up
jica: kung may oras ako
jica: ehehehehe
jica: yeah
jica: im sure
jica: hahayz
me: why august pa kung pwede naman this saturday?
jica: busy kc this sat
jica: may GA
me: so?
jica: and besides ung doctor august pa darating
me: oh really
jica: sa august pa... cguro
me: ciguro ha

i replied with a bit of sarcastic tone..
she cut the conversation...

jica: kainis na lost na namn ako
jica: share again beh
jica: ehehehe
jica: wag kang mainis ha
jica: baka naiinis ka na ha
jica: *big-grin emoticon*
me: yan lang lahat ung pix

we were having photosharing simultaneosly kasi...

jica: thanks yu
jica: ehehe
me: np
jica: meron pa yu
jica: yung tau tatlo ni jen
me: ah okey
jica: ehehe
jica: gotta go yu
jica: thanks
jica: ingatz
jica: *hug emoticon*
me: okey
me: bye
me: ngatz

the topic was dropped and she went away with it... but there was this one incident prior to this which is something I can't believe I did. hehehe i guess she learned from it and i felt better with it.

After a discussion on Sam Milby (her crush), which I can't believe is enormously in hype but shouldn't be... she then said:

jica: yu masakit na tlga xa
me: sabihin mo sa dad mo
jica: wag nah... kaya pa naman
jica: pareho lang dati
me: sige na sabihin mo na
me: atleast aware xa
me: sige ka ako magtetext sa mom mo
jica: WAG... (she exclaimed)
jica: PLEASE!!! ( she begged)
me: sige na sabihin mo na sa daddy mo
jica: wag na
jica: okey lang ako
jica: ehehehehe
me: sabihan mo muna
me: sige na
jica: wag na nga eh

she demanded... aw i forgot she is the type that doesn't want to be demanded and i'm taking all the risk to be excommunicated by her for the rest of my life.

me: sabihan mo lang atleast alam nila na sumasakit pa rin yan
me: sabihan mo
me: pleas
me: e
jica: okies
jica: ehehehe
jica: okey lang tlga ako
me: okey ka lang nga
me: pero kailangan nila malaman na sumasakit pa din no matter makaya pa o hindi na
jica: okey lang yan
jica: pwomiz

she tried assuring me but i insisted.

me: sus..
jica: oo nga
jica: *wink emoticon*
me: *rolling-eyeballs emoticon*
me: ayaw mo?

i ask her furiously and i added,

me: ako magsasabi
jica: nah
jica: wag nga sabi
me: bahala na
jica: dami ng iniisip ng mama ko

she pleaded... but it didn't stop there... I was worried really and I know I can't do anything with me being at home and her there, the pain was intermittent but when it occurs it is persistent i guess...

me: sa dad mo nalang
jica: wag na
me: sige na
me: do you think di mag aalala mom mo kung lumala na yan?
me: sige na
jica: hindi na nga
me: sige na

it ended there... she didn't reply... the next day though...

me: *taas-kilay emoticon*
me: bahala ka
jica: oo nga
jica: hahayz
me: anong oo nga?
jica: ok na ako
jica: hehehe
me: okey ka na pero di mo pa rin sinasabi
jica: uhuh (confident na sumagot)
me: *arms-crossed-over-the-chest emoticon*
me: wag mo ko kausapin ha.. hanggang di mo pa sinasabi sa kanila

OMG! what have i done (at the back of mind) malamang di na ako kausapin shoot!... maprinsipyo kasing tao eh... kung di mo xa kakausapin di ka rin nya kakausapin...
i hope not i then thought.