figurin' out

I think since i've started blogging, this is the longest time that I haven't posted. It's not that I am no longer interested in this blog but I just don't know what to write or I've got apprehensions of writing more of what's happening to me.

Life has been too favorable to me this past few weeks and i don't know-- im just happy. I've moved on so much from that of Jicas' and I'm 99 % sure of that, well i guess I am. I'm not longing for her unlike before. We don't communicate anymore, haven't heard anything from her lately. The last time we actually converse was the time when I told her about the blog. Ofcourse no hard feelings, it was just that we don't communicate anymore. If she approaches me then good and if not then okey-- totally fine.

I'm not busy actually, I've got all the time to blog in but I've said what I've said. Everyday as I sneak on my pc, I feel bored the world wide web seemed to be not that fast unlike before. I am totally bored and what keeps me busy are reading other else' blog and that's it. It's a routine that keeps me bored but nothing I can do with it.

Maybe in time I can figure out what really to write or maybe should I be writing everything that happens to my heart? that is what I am figurin' out. I'm just afraid that the happiness that I feel now maybe gone tomorrow. I don't know what to do by then but I know this is a cycle "we love today - we are happy - we become hurt tommorow - and then we love again. No matter how hurtful love can get it seemed is still the sweetest thing in life.

If you've got so much love... share it -- we may find someone who accepts it or if not... the feeling of love is a fulfillment... an achievement and something that we should be happy about after all we enjoyed this ride of a lifetime.